Hey everyone,
so my spirits are not well right now... I just moved out of Keno's house and I miss him a lot and funny to say, but true, I also miss the Street Fighter community. This all seems second nature to me and all of a sudden it's been stripped away and I am back in this hell hole. I wish I wasn't here but what can I do about it right?... So to the AI ranbat that went down last night (SO AMAZING)! Keno got first place out all of the amazing players that went. It's so awesome how he won the first tournament I ever attended and also the :( last one that I attended before I moved out... UGH I am SO depressed... I can't remember the last time that I felt this way. I guess that's what happens when you have your literal "other half" and out of nowhere it's all changed. It's okay though... we are strong and I know it will work out... the situation just leaves me speechless and depressed now. I can't even play Sims 3 without crying my ass off so now I just stopped playing for a while... ugh, so difficult. Keno is not only my boyfriend and the love of my life, but he definitely is a well-respected STREET FIGHTER 4 player because he never fails to impress us all with his surprises and secrets. I love his dedication for his passion and at the same time he has morals and never crosses the line with ANYONE, and I can say that with the upmost confidence in my statement. The tournament was amazing last night and Keno & I couldn't have asked for a more perfect turnout.
I MISS all the people I have met in the community! I don't live super far but now life has taken priority before all the luxuries I had while living with Keno, I didn't have to worry about the dumb shit I worry about now. I met some of the most life changing people in this little arcade infinity... the biggest group of genuinely nice & funny people I didn't even know existed. I can see now why Keno loves to hang out with this crowd. I met some awesome girl players and other girlfriends who are there to support there boyfriend... and I met a lot of guys who were willing to give me tips and pointers on how to better my playing skills and also sat with me for the long hours I would be at the tournaments sitting by myself. There is nothing more that I can ask for from these people who I call my "good friends" and I am so glad that I was open-minded about Keno playing this game because now I know these great people.
I LOVE YOU ALL AND KENO BABY I LOVE YOU THE MOST!
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